not a history junky

I think i'm bad at history, and that's definitely something bad to figure out
I don't dislike history. In fact, I'm a fan of listening to historical stories.
But the problem is that I can't seem to link them together

I'd know I've learnt this, and then? I don't remember.
I have bad memories that somehow I'm not so bothered of :''O
even though I know studies are required to be remembered

And now, I'm stuck with history again even though I'm learning world culture.
perhaps it doesn't sound silly to you, but w.c. is really not hard
I know it's not, but I have no idea about Ameria, Latin america, or whatever Cuba..
I feel sucked yet what can I do?
my brain just doesn't generate clues as someone like Raul has taken the seat on the last Feburary.

ugh. :@
That clarifies that I will never be institutionalized because I wouldn't even remember what was I institutionalized for.

WHITE OIL PAINT

I JUST NEED ONE STRIP OF WHITE OIL PAINT :(

is that so hard..

-Tal vez-

oak grove

everytime I come back from oak grove
I feel extra emptier..
when I see those old ladies singing song of "I wish I could be home" and weavering something that doesn't seem logical..
I feel uncomfortable
yet, I know I can't do anything about it
well.,
there's something I can do, which is to stay right next to them every tuesday for an hour and a half.
I stay for opening up my ears. Either to hear them whine, or to hear just a regular prayer as she's a noble catholic..
They are all cute people. They satisfy when they see candies. They share stories when silent is been going on for at least 10 minutes.
She says I love y'all whenever she just saw people the first time.

"I went home for christmas.
I had a good time..."

that was just some words she keeps repeating on and on. Yet we all know that might be the only time she've gone home within a year.

To us, as an teenager, we don't like oak grove is simply because this place is inanimate..
yet we still pity those old people for staying at this place and wasting their, perhaps,
the last few years of lifetime.

Taken

I went to the movie trip in Danville- it was called Danville Stadium
[ Taken ] was the movie I picked :)
it was about teenagenapping and one of the girls who gets brought away gets the coooooollest dad ever! .

Trust me! he's not like muscular type of guy who wears sunglasses just
for looking cool

he has a sincere looking face that reveals his honesty and faith of what he pursues..
I'm gonna check up this actor's name later!

anyway. He was used to work for government like extreme training preventers.
As you may guess, he saves his daughter :) over impossible dangers.

the movie is biased upon the phase that this guy (mr. Smith) has never gotten fooled, tricked, or even lost in a fight.
that's pretty unreal....
But! his witness makes the movie exciting so much
okay, I think I can't stop saying how good the movie was; besides, I haven't been to movie theaters for soo..so long
don't bother to ask me why, u wouldn't wanna know the life in chatham

I'm not complainning though

(*ICEE blueraspberry togo!)

I hear you

today while I was painting in the art studio after school
I heard one of my school mates playing a song in guitar
they kept complaining about how small and off-tuned the guitar was,
but it reminded them the very first song they leanrt since they started playing it.

the song,
it was your beginner-song, too.
the song that I heard almost every single time while phoning,
though it always sounded like a background music underlying our conversation
I can't deny but say that I actually paid attention to it

I miss it much, and I feel touched, too


that's called memories, something that always sweetens my life..so much..

First tag

-Tagged by cindyyyy-

So, how "Asian" are you?????
[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn"
[ ] You think DDR is cool
[x] You've watched lots of anime
[x] You like Korean drama
[x] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[ ] Your parents want you to marry within your own race
[ ] You eat rice almost everyday
[x] You drink lemon tea

X's so far: 6

[x] You style your hair
[ ] You have a bebo/myspace/friendster
[x] You speak languages other than English
[ ] Your parents are strict compared to other REALLY asian parents
[ ] Your parents have high expectations of you
[x] You always get A's/B's on your report
[x] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting
[x] You know your multiplication table
[x] You play badminton or table tennis
[x] You've seen the asian version The ring/The grudge

X's so far: 13

[ ] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship
[ ] You own an asian car (Honda, Toyota, etc)
[x] You're not the only child
[ ] You've gotten little red envelopes around February
[x] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[ ] (If you're a girl)You prefer white guys over asian guys(If you're a guy)You prefer asian girls[x] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted
[ ] You can do the rubiks cube
[x] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[ ] You play video games

X's so far: 17

[x] Everytime you're going out your parents ask you where you're going and whattime you'll be
home
[ ] You have karaoke at home
[ ] You know BOA/Gazette/Ayumi Hamasaki/Gackt
[ ] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times
[ ] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[ ] You own a gaming console
[x] You play a musical instrument
[x] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks
[ ] You get nothing if you do well in school

X's so far: 21

[ ] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[x] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod
[ ] You don't like football
[x] You have a curfew
[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means
[ ] You know what purikura is
[x] You like bubble tea
[ ] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for
years to come
[ ] You've played Final Fantasy
[ ] You believe in fortune cookies

X's so far: 24

[ ] You know what bok choy is
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?"
[ ] You have a tutor
[ ] You've had pockys/yan yan before
[x] When you seek for your mother's permission she replies "Ask your dad"

X's so far: 25

Total X's: 25
Your total x 2
Result: 50% Asian

comment: I'm half Asian!

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag (N) friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!
IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
she will be loved-Maroon 5

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Boston-Augustana

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Mambo No.5-Lou Bega (haha I'm not this type of girl please)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
No such thing Scott Raines cover- John Mayer

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Move along-The All-American Rejects

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Our song- Taylor Swift

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
I'm getting over you-The Click Five

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I kissed a girl-Katy Perry (seriously...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Touch my body-Mariah Carey (that's ..not right)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Break it off- Rihanna

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
愛在西元前-周杰倫

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
All Rise- BLUE

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Good girl gone bad- Rihanna (!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Take A bow-Rihanna

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Bartender- Akon

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
American Boy- Estelle

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Better Man-Robbie Williams

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Lost-Coldplay

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
雙棲動物-蔡健雅

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Love in this club- Usher

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
She's no you- Jesse Mccartney


＊someone is tagged by me already!