not a history junky

I think i'm bad at history, and that's definitely something bad to figure out
I don't dislike history. In fact, I'm a fan of listening to historical stories.
But the problem is that I can't seem to link them together

I'd know I've learnt this, and then? I don't remember.
I have bad memories that somehow I'm not so bothered of :''O
even though I know studies are required to be remembered

And now, I'm stuck with history again even though I'm learning world culture.
perhaps it doesn't sound silly to you, but w.c. is really not hard
I know it's not, but I have no idea about Ameria, Latin america, or whatever Cuba..
I feel sucked yet what can I do?
my brain just doesn't generate clues as someone like Raul has taken the seat on the last Feburary.

ugh. :@
That clarifies that I will never be institutionalized because I wouldn't even remember what was I institutionalized for.