First time
I believe everyone has an experience of their every first time's.
whether is their first time of staying home alone, first time of going cross the street without parental guides, first time of taking drugs, first time of sneaking out and coming back without busted, or first time of getting drunk because of best friend's farewell, first time of attending a relative's funeral ceremony, first time of...feeling defeated.
In this short 6 months, I have touched the taste of many of my first time's.
February--
First time to decide what I am for life and completed the application process myself.
March--
First time marching on the high way and expecting for the exciting challenge.
First time facing a bunch of strangers and acted like "yeah~this is just cool"
First time thinking- I will never chicken out- during the audition
First time hesitating why did I even think I was so sure
First time falling apart into pieces and never felt so screwed before
April--
First time struggling between myself and patience
First time realizing waiting can be such a pain
First time figuring out this was my limit
May--
First time penetrating my big cloud of pride and confidence
First time setting eyes on my lifeless self
First time being crashed down and feeling humiliated
First time comprehending the essence of studying in Chatham Hall...
First time of conceiving a different life from now on
*And start from the day after tomorrow, June 1st, I will have my other first time's , so will you.
whether is their first time of staying home alone, first time of going cross the street without parental guides, first time of taking drugs, first time of sneaking out and coming back without busted, or first time of getting drunk because of best friend's farewell, first time of attending a relative's funeral ceremony, first time of...feeling defeated.
In this short 6 months, I have touched the taste of many of my first time's.
February--
First time to decide what I am for life and completed the application process myself.
March--
First time marching on the high way and expecting for the exciting challenge.
First time facing a bunch of strangers and acted like "yeah~this is just cool"
First time thinking- I will never chicken out- during the audition
First time hesitating why did I even think I was so sure
First time falling apart into pieces and never felt so screwed before
April--
First time struggling between myself and patience
First time realizing waiting can be such a pain
First time figuring out this was my limit
May--
First time penetrating my big cloud of pride and confidence
First time setting eyes on my lifeless self
First time being crashed down and feeling humiliated
First time comprehending the essence of studying in Chatham Hall...
First time of conceiving a different life from now on
*And start from the day after tomorrow, June 1st, I will have my other first time's , so will you.