There's something weird about those things that are happening around me..
My nanny, my parents, my sis, my friends, my cat (:'( ), etc...
I seem to get confused with a question, Did all of those people change? or did I change?
Well, of course, from this stand point, the later sounds more possible.
I mean it's impossible to feel that everyone else's different except yourself right..
From all of those peope, I've learnt how to live life.
However, it is truely a painful process, including as meeting, knowing, understanding, and departing.
since my elementary school, I've understood the meaning of having a "good" friend. I know it sounds cliche and general, but that's exactly how my life story began.
Those memories of my friends were always so sweet, and I'd always find myself comfortably orienting the environment, like the way that everyone is supposed to be.
After the brilliant Angel, the kidish but cute Patrish, the outlandish Jean, and the kind-hearted Cindy, I've met another dearest human being on this gracious world, Jane :)
It is really hard for me to explain how amazing and unique this friendship has been, and i'm afraid now that I can lose it in any minute in the near future.
sounds scary and unrealistic even though I'm pretty adapted to losing friends due to the brilliant transfering records.
How can I let this happen again?!..................................
I calmed myself down, and reassured that this is not a fixed fact.
But do I still have the chance to make a difference? Do I even have the time, the right, or the effort to do so?
Even if you can't see this post, I still want to ask if you still remember that we've talked about going to college, living at the same apartment, and being the best roommates again?
We even talked about you keeping your puppy and me having my own kitten. You said that life is gonna be so much fun. Then I said that if we both kept pets, then we are soon gonna be bankrupt before we pay our rent. (:D)
argh, i miss you jane D'':
